stop hope just stop!

I'm not crying....so I guess it's not that bad.
It just hurts. And I can't kill these stalker ways.
Constantly checking their facebooks.
That's ridiculous.
And I'm pretty sure illegal...........in some sense.
I know it's gonna hurt.
So why do I do it?
Why aren't I crying?
It hurts like hell.
It's hopeless.
It's pointless.
Hope,
Get over it.
I want you so bad.
Just a shot.
That's it.
Geez Lord can you grant me that?
It's not fair.


It's not fair at all.