terrible people

terrible people hate to see other people happy
(well, certain people, special people)
terrible people want to break up other people for their own selfish desires
(well, certain people, special people)
terrible people torture themselves by watching other people fall in love with someone else
(well, certain people, special people)
I'm sorry to those certain people, those special people, I shouldn't want you to be unhappy.
But that's not it, I want you to be happy, just not with each other.
See, that's how terrible people can be.

stop hope just stop!

I'm not crying....so I guess it's not that bad.
It just hurts. And I can't kill these stalker ways.
Constantly checking their facebooks.
That's ridiculous.
And I'm pretty sure illegal...........in some sense.
I know it's gonna hurt.
So why do I do it?
Why aren't I crying?
It hurts like hell.
It's hopeless.
It's pointless.
Hope,
Get over it.
I want you so bad.
Just a shot.
That's it.
Geez Lord can you grant me that?
It's not fair.


It's not fair at all.