it's time to be a big girl now

alright. pickin my self up and i'm going to stop obsessing over a certain "boy" and his new (not really) beautiful girlfriend. if it was meant to be, it would have been.
time to get over it.
so, no more sappy blog entries. no more emo, woe-is-me entries.
i  made another blog (thesegypsyfeet), honestly i made it for a scholarship (which i never ended up entering for various, stupid reasons). i thought, "Well, if they happen to mozy through my other posts, I really don't want them to think of me as a depressed, obsessive, little girl. Plus, I don't want to mention the entry to anyone I know and then they start overanalyzing my posts. 'Who is he?!' 'I didn't know about him!' 'You? A boy? Whatever!'" So, I figured, eh, I'll make a new one. So now I have two and I really don't know what to do with either.....I don't want to get rid of gyspy feet, but I'm kind of attached to this one.
SOOOO, I had this marvelous idea! Now whether or not the execution will be marvelous is yet to be known. But anyway, I love beauty. I love makeup, hair, fashion, blah blah blah. If you know me, you'd never really know that, except maybe the  makeup part. I wear tee shirts and jeans everday, and every now and then I'll wear a cardi and a scarf. I don't look like a budding fashionista at all. But I still like it :)
Hair-I have wicked curly hair, and that's about all I can do with it. But I do love braids and a good dye job :)
Makeup-It's all I do. One day I have dark, heavy eyeliner. The next it's a pink smokey eye. Then just a swipe of gold. I love it, I feel like a painter. And I can't paint so that's really special :)
I like to look at all the makeup tutorials on youtube, websites covered in outfit ideas, hairstyles, etc. and I thought, "Why can't I do that?"
So, here's goes nothing :) I'm so happy I have no followers and no one to impress :)


Oh and I'm going to warn you now, I have no recording camera (whatever you call it), I really don't know where my digital camera is, so all I really have is  a webcam and my phone.....if that's not good enough, suck it :)
Peace!

lets add insult to injury,

cuz i dont see how things can get much worse.
God, whenever you want to show up, be my guest.


Oh and Karma, do your damn job.